This is it
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Things are becoming all too familiar and I simply can't wait for history to repeat itself.

I take a deep breath. Please remember me as I used to be, not the person I'm about to become.
I'm ready today. These perfectly kohled eyes will see things they'd rather not see.

...Maybe this is who I really am and all this time I've just been pretending.
And somewhere in the back of my mind, I know this is the only way.

Deep breath. Add another layer of shine. Everything will be okay.