Monday, January 15, 2007
Baby, it breaks my heart to think that loving me is not easy to do. And I don't mean to make it hard. Sorry for all the changes I put you through.
And it's hard to believe after everything, you're still here right beside me. Wouldn't trade you for this whole world. Thankful just being your girl.

I know how patient and tolerant you've been these past 18 months because I'm just too stubborn and I don't listen.
I know I'm insecure even though you've never given me any reason to not trust you.
I know you try your best even though I'm a hassle and I expect way too much.
I know you know about all the mistakes I've made and all the things I've done wrong that I never told you about.
And I know that the reason you never confronted me was because you just wanted me to have fun.
And I know it's hard for you to trust me but you try your best anyway.
I know that even though I talk and complain too much, you're always listening.
I know that I'm not always right but too stubborn to admit I'm wrong, and you let me think I'm right just so I don't feel dumb.
I know you never pick fights with me because you didn't want to make me unhappy.
I know how selfish I have always been.
I know it's difficult for you to be with me and to love me as much as you do.
I know how everything you do is to make me happy and keep a smile on my face.
But I just found out today.