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I am getting so fat. What am I going to do?!?!? This isn't like "Hi I'm-just-fishing-for-compliments-I'm-so-fat fat", it's more of a "I am-actually-dying-of-heart-disease-arteries-getting-blocked-eating-junk-food-and-getting-muffin-tops-heart-attacks-gut-fattyfatfatthighs fat".

I hate this!!!!!

So now I can never quit smoking ever ever ever. Because then I will just eat more and get even more fattyfatfat.

And guess what I've done this whole week? FUCKING EAT AND SLEEP. Omfg. My boyfriend has been sick so I've taken it as an excuse to go to his house all day and sleep and wake up and eat Maccas and watch Olympics omfg. Today I had PIZZA and SPRITE and SHIN RAYMUN and like 1kg of chocolate or something. And not dark-cocoa-beans chocolate but fucking CADBURY MILK CHOCOLATE WHICH IS 99% SUGAR chocolate. I am fucking disgusting.

I'm not eating for the whole week. And if I feel like I'm about to faint, I will eat a cube of CHEESE.

Omg.