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She has everything that I never knew I wanted. If there was any person whose ever made me feel like I was inadequate in some way... It would have to be her.

I have no doubt that there will be girls who wish that above statement was about them but they'd be wrong because the girl I'm talking about doesn't know me at all.

It's not that I hate myself or that I wish I was exactly the same as her but she is everything that I am... Only better? Who wants to feel like that, ever?

We're taught that we're unique and special. We each have our own strengths and weaknesses so it all balances out in the end because there is justice in this world and if you believe in God, you believe (or hope) that he is fair.

What this girl has taught me though is that we are not equal. Some people have all our strengths and more and some people seem to only have weaknesses. I'm not saying
I am some kind of degenerate human being... Just that someone has all my strengths and their own strengths and none of my weaknesses.

There is just someone out there who is a better version of myself.