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What if one day I just forget how to open up again?

I heard someone say this week, "if you don't belong to yourself then you don't belong anywhere." I found myself asking... Well do I belong to myself?

Sometimes I feel like even though everyone thinks I am an extrovert, I am actually the wall flower who stands around at parties just observing other people. I have a lot to say but none of it is really meaningful.

My boyfriend. He understands this sometimes because the more I say, the less I'm usually saying.