Wednesday, April 21, 2010
I'm going to grow out of you soon. I have tried everything to help you see that you can be so much better than you are!

You never seem to want that for yourself though. Are you really content with your life as it has unfolded? Do you honestly have no regrets?

People ask me why I don't push you, don't motivate you. What do they know? Two years I've spent trying to motivate you... First by modelling it and then making explicit interventions. But no one understands how hard it is to motivate someone who has doesn't want to change!

Life is not going to be easy for you. You're not going to win the lotto and what is the point of looking up hundred-thousand dollar cars all day if you don't take one single step to get to it?Nothing is going to get handed to you on a fucking silver platter. Life is not like that.

Yeh you're on your own.